flea bites

there are so many freaks in my life.. freaks full of love that can't ever shut up, they just gotta love. freaks and their fireworks, your sparks are making me clasp my hands over my eyes and turn my body in an attempt to not get burned. freaks that forget up is up and not hidden in the drain in between old hair and your forgotten wedding ring.

i think im a societal nihilist and a spiritual believer. i want to be really honest about how beautiful forgiveness and reconciliation is but im afraid that you'll laugh at me. last night was wonderful and i love the ocean and the stars like i love you. profound beauty in your words and your waves. ill keep thinking.